diagnose of a genius mind...

Shadow leaves (T.O.R.N.)...for good

Shadow 2008

Shadow parted fomr the band due to personal reasons.  I always had said that this band is like a revolving door.  Any musician is welcomed back with no ill will or mal intentions.  I do hope him the best and hope that he achieves what ever life may have to offer. 

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The beginning of a new life....

2009 – Time Ends has been working on new music for (T.O.R.N.) and decided to continue full force with his vision and idea of the band.  Creating music and having artist collaborating with him as he originally intended. This year "Random Thoughts" (mind of an addict)" was release through "TimeMachine Music"  the first studio album.  a tour was set and performed.  Shadows was back as a liver bassist along with Edward Roy Hernandez, Becky Medina, Alexa Brinkschulte, and other musician as well. 

    Early In this era is when i was diagnosed with major depression with psychotic features.  I was going through therapy and medical treatment.  It was a life changing situation trying to understand what is real in life.  This changed my life for ever.  I learned how to deal with issues and how to figure out what was real in life.  So i did what society thinks i should do, i made it worse.  I was taking pills that made me ...different...."better"