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1. EMPTY STREET 

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends & Sarah Comroe 
Meaning : Nostalgic feeling/Memory i never experienced


HEY MISTER MAN DOWN THE STREET FIXING HIS HAT WHILE CLEANING HIS FEET
WAITING BY THE PORCH TO MEET ME
HEY MISTER MAN DOWN THE STREET
CAN YOU TELL ME WHY?
CAN YOU TELL ME WHY…LOVE AND HATE MAKES ME CRY?
HEY MISTER MAN DOWN THE STREET
CAN YOU TELL ME WHY?
CAN YOU TELL ME WHY…LOVE AND HATE MAKES ME DIE!

2. Displeased

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : Thoughts


Every one sees me as a stuck up self centered conceited bastard
I hope they are wrong (they are so right)
You don’t know how hard it is to be myself
Why do you wear black?
Why do you ask?
Do you care? Or do you just want to make fun of me
I try to be nice but I can’t help myself
I guess I am not good enough for your society
Or to be any ones friend
I feel like I am retarded to the point of no turning back
Why forgive me for being stupid
I try to be like you all
But one day I stepped out of the light and was born to the dark
Well, I have a new routine
I am going to be away from all of you
So you don’t think I am a bitch
And make fun of what I say
Well, I can’t speak in front of people
Ain’t it funny I can write a song about it?

3. Faces in Disguise

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : Thoughts


Running from yourself
And still pondering what you need
With an open mind that’s
Shut down from this world
You’ll still write your ode
          I owe no one
          I now fear no one
                    But myself
So you speak this time
And you’ll spit on them, why?
Do you feel so special that you can?
Do you have that special privilege to?
Thanks for nothing
          I owe no apologies
          I owe no tears to anyone
                             So fuck off
Ain’t it funny ho you’ll run from them?
Ain’t it funny ho you’ll run from them?
                             SO FUCK OFF!!!!

4.Lamentation

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : Angry about my girlfriend cheating on me all though she never did, until later. 


I sit here in my mumbling chair
Wondering what happened to us
With nothing but playing solitaire
My sweet sorrow crawls before me
As walking brilliance decides
What will bring us together?
I sit by the phone to await your page
But your just a ghost now and everyday
Why did you have to leave me?
We grew old together

FORGOTTEN FACE
YOU’RE JUST A MEMORY
A PICTURE TAKEN IN MY PAST
IF ONLY I CAN RELIEVE MEMORIES
SO I COULD CURE OUR PAST
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME
WE GREW OLD TOGETHER
FORGOTTEN FACE
LEFT BACK AND BROKEN SPACE IN MY OWN HEART
RAGE IS BROKEN
YOU’R SO FAKE
YOU BROKE ME

Stop lying to my self

5. My Affections

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : Feelings about no one


You’re new to me
And so am I to you
So tell me all your thoughts
And tell me you’ll never lie

(So far)
I feel we’re ok
Loving all the time
Innocence not lost
You renew yourself with me
Forget all you have done
Just please don’t lie to me

(So far)
I feel we’re not so lost
Forever in a life
So short for a time
Just please don’t lie to me
There is one thing I can’t stand
Is drama that makes me suffer
My heart cry’s and you know it
My lungs are broken from whispered lies
My heart would shatter if you were not true
So far
I feel there is no mistake
I shouldn’t regret
So I don’t

6. Impassive 

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : Staring at the mirror while i was drunk/high


You stand at your self-reflection
Standing there looking at this image
Noticing all your scars
Noticing all the penetrations through your heart
I should just be realistic
And except all my wrongs
As I start to walk away from that mirror noticing all my scars
Knowing all the penetrations through my heart
With band-aids covering the holes
Just because you say you love me
Doesn’t mean I love myself.
My depression was taking away by my love
It’s too bad I can’t leave it on you
You’re my family of dysfunction
You’re killing me with your lies
You’re killing me with your confusion of your own past
I don’t need anyone telling me
That I am a fuckin waste of time father
You twist and turn my way of thinking
But now I got my own mind
No thanks to you
No love for you
And I am still writing this fuckin song

7. Relish  

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : The first girl i was in love with and she was my best friend throughout my youth.





At last I called her

And no one remembered my voice
As I feel my memories
Fading back on
          And I feel you now
          And I remember my tears
I remember when I feel in love
       With you
You helped me through everything
You kept me alive
And I feel you now
And I remember my tears
I remember you now from three
Years ago, four years ago
I lost my best friend
I lost my first love
And everything seems to be ok

8. “EMERALD”

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends & Cathy Surr
Meaning : A High School crush in which nothing became of it.  We both liked each other but we were dating someone else.  We had respect for each others love life. 


HER EYES;
HER SMILE;
HER WAYS;
HER FACE;
THE HAIR SO SWEET
HER SOUND BECAME A DREAM
IT’S WEIRD HOW THINGS WORK OUT
IT’S FUNNY, IT’S “JUST A CRUSH”
I’M HER NEW CRUSH     
       XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
AS SHE;
WALKS ON;
WE ARE;
JUST FRIENDS
SO NOW I’M STUCK
WITH HER THOUGHTS
IT’S WEIRD HOW I COULD HAVE TREATED HER RIGHT
IT’S FUNNY HOW I COULD’VE MADE HER INTO A GODDESS
I’M HER CRUSH
I’M HER NEW CRUSH
       XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Push me away from you now
And forget me cause
This is just a passing phase, I guess

9. Smoothe (revised)

Music written by : Time Ends & Chris Whitlock
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : Opinions of me


You put me back into depression

You sealed the fate of my eyes
You made me realize that I need her no more
But lets sit here and state the obvious
You think you are
You make it apparent that you it’s always about you
You think your first
Your feel like your last
You always think the world revolves around you
You’re stuck up
Arrogant
An asshole
You make no sense to anyone
You’re a liar
You’re a drug addict
You thrive on pain and drama
You don’t cause drama, but you sustain it
You’re negative
You’re annoying
You’re pathetic, worthless and stupid
No one likes you but they like your company
You make your self who you are, no one else does
You sing, you drink, you escape
Blame yourself because it’s all your fault
You think they are your friends, but you know they are not
You feel that you’re ok, but your not, your insane
Keep it up because that’s how you end up alone
Better yet do what everyone wants you to do
Keep your mouth shut take in the comments and smile
Besides right and wrong really are all opinions.
But we all agree on some of the same things
We are, we are all human, and we are alone.
I’m tired of all the same consistent boring analogies of me, just let me be.  Keep your opinions to yourself.  Thank you

10. CONFUSED?

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : Confusing about my sexuality


A GROWING PAIN

TOWARDS AN EMPTY DAY
I THINK IT’S OVER?
I THINK IT’S DONE?

                            SO, DO YOU FEEL ME NOW?
                            BECAUSE I CAN’T TASTE                                              
                            YOU

SO TELL ME WHAT I LOST
I KNOW WHAT I LOST
I LOST EVERYTHING EVEN MY MIND
NOW I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE

SO, PLEASE MAKE ME?
I DON’T WANT TO BE LATE
MY APPLE IS ROTTEN
SO IS MY MIND

MY WATCH HAS RUN OUT
MY NAME HAS DIED
SO, WHO AM I NOW?
AM I JUST ANOTHER EMPTY PAGE?

11. Smiles 

Music written by : Time Ends & Chris Whitlock
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : Schizophrenia 


So it begins
All the memories
Forget the ways…of all
To bring forth the visions of a time before
So hey baby
Feel this rage
Feel the pain which haunts me so baby –
Fuck all the rest and feel my rage
To cry, out let your vision drip
So you can just let ago
If your love dies
If your love dies
And leaves your self reflection
then release your soul
by the end of a noose
or the end of a razor
the end of a smoking pistol
and smile for me
so fuck for me
you are my whore

12. SWINGING ALONG

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : Description of no particular woman


SOFT SPOKEN IS HER KISS
SO, WHAT HAVE I MISSED?
FROM HER;
SHE’S GENTLE LIKE THE BLANKET SKY
COVER ME IN WARMTH WITH HER EYES;
I’M NOT ALONE…ANYMORE
ALONE…ANYMORE
SHE IS LIKE A DREAM;
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THAT ABOUT ME
BUT MYSELF…AND MYSELF

…OOH!

YOU AND I THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD NEVER BE TOGETHER AT ALL YOU AND I THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD NEVER BE TOGETHER AT ALL
ALONE…ANYMORE

…OOH!
SHE IS LIKE A DREAM;
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THAT ABOUT ME
BUT MYSELF…AND MYSELF
YOU AND I THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD NEVER BE TOGETHER AT ALL
YOU AND I THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD NEVER BE TOGETHER AT ALL
BUT I’M ALONE…Just swinging along

13. Mother of Mine

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : My Mother


Mother of mine
She left me behind
Seventeen years ago
Drag down to the court
So easy to sign me off
To bad we never met
Until I went to you
Introduction of us was
Was short and soon
You covered me in warmth
Until you rotted my mind
Your child was raped of all that’s kind
My childhood was stolen
And in the back of my mind
I hate you, I love you now
I confuse you
And for seventeen years of pain
You think you can gain
Your mother hood back
Your mother hood back
Your mother hood back
No mother hood is now
No mother hood at all
No mother in my heart
Not even as I fall
Down and scrape my knees
To cuts and broken dreams
All I have of you
Is a picture, no fame, and a few phone calls?
Dial tone and all
As I was raised to ignore you
The confusion between the past
The fights you and Dad had
Fists in the air, arms, blood everywhere
Pork chops at the door
Restraining order mommy dropped me on the floor
Crack headed bitch, pot smokin witch
My feelings are mixed and you left me

14. EMPTY STREET (HEY MISTER)

Music written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends & Sarah Comroe 
Meaning : Nostalgic feeling/Memory i never experienced


HEY MISTER MAN DOWN THE STREET
CAN YOU TELL ME WHY LOVE AND HATE MAKES ME CRY?
HEY DEAR MOTHER CAN YOU TELL ME WHY YOU HAD TO LIE TO ME
LOVE AND HATE DON’T MIX
WHEN PEOPLE SING TOGETHER
SO THEN I BEGIN TO CRY
HEY MISTER MAN DOWN THE CORNER STREET
FIXING HIS HATE AND CLEANING SOME OLD MEAT
CAN YOU PLEASE TELL ME WHY?
I CAN’T FEEL THE LOVE AND THAT MAKES ME DIE?
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