1. ApologyMusic written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends Polished by: Arias Hernandez Meaning : an apology about nothing. |
2. CharlieMusic written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends Polished by: Arias Hernandez Meaning : The person who molested and rapped me Charlie was a man with a little boy inside he wasn't afraid to fly charlie was a man with a little boy "inside" Charlie was a man with a boy "inside" charlie was a man He liked little boys charlie was a man who died |
3. Broken it SeemsMusic written by : Time Ends, Gilbert Garcia and Emmanuel Lopez
Lyrics by : Time EndsPolished by: Arias Hernandez Meaning : Dealing with Drug addiction and a weak liver and having support by new friends and family So tell me something to break me from these demons I'm lost in translation trying to drown my own fears The doctors they'll me I'm dying of cancer I’m drowning in whiskey I'm going away from me I'm going away from me I can never ever see the way through broken glass and smoking mirrors As broken it seems to carry me to be a waste of lifeless poetry I'm going away from me I'm going away from me Is it bullshit I'm seeing? I can't get strait answers So I fight this fucking battle with my new family All I think of is using but my strength is my weakness This poetry is keeping me alive I'm going away from me I'm going away from me I can never ever see the way through broken glass and smoking mirrors As broken it seems to carry me to be a waste of lifeless poetry I'm going away from me I'm going away from me |
4. BuriedMusic written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends Meaning : Buried my feelings deep inside. I take my feelings away I buried it deep inside of me Let those scars surface from me I buried my feelings I stuffed them inside Just so i can hide All my feelings were buried All my feelings were buried with me |
5. Sleep ParalysisMusic written by : Time Ends, Chris Whitlock and Damien Whitlock
Lyrics by : Time Ends Meaning : I suffer from sleep paralysis and basically this track is an explanation of a few. |
6. EmptyMusic written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends Polished by: Arias Hernandez Meaning :Feeling empty inside and alcoholism is your friend as well as girls that are there just for sex. What if I could change it all? I would Or maybe I should stay in this drunken sway To let you now push me into a gloom As people they love to use and abuse me And crush me. I'm silenced here and left to burn Wake me again From frozen seas The greatest return From inside me Come and see my atrocities and tragedies for love You'll take it. I forgot it. I'm lost in your eyes All you see is a torn boy with no family As I'll spend my celebrations alone by myself With my friend named Empty and all my deceitful whores Wake me again From frozen seas As my great friend returns Known as Empty Wake me again From frozen seas As Empty returns Known as me |
7. Arrested DevelopmentMusic written by : Time Ends, Gilbert Garcia & Emmanuel Lopez
Lyrics by : Time Ends Meaning : The Abortion of my child a woman had against my will, i basically had no say nor choice in it even though she was pregnant cause of both our irresponsible act. I am against abortion although i am pro choice when a woman is raped. the I felt I had to tell you... something that I denied at first because I was afraid of the weight of sheer and utter despair that would sink in if I confronted it's truth... but I've now come to terms with it, and well yeah, there IS sheer and utter dispair and I don't know how I'm gonna cope with it in the long run, but I think you should now its exhistence nonetheless... kay, here it goes. I was never sure whether or not I really wanted to abort the baby. even up to the moment it happened. I had bonded with it inside me and I just really couldn't completely wrap my mind around the idea of letting it go. I no longer felt like a single person anymore. There was always a constant feeling of having a friend with me, like I was never alone. And like a mom, I felt a certain sense of protection over it. And right before the anesthesia kicked in, I was looking up at the light on the ceiling and I suddenly changed my mind about the abortion... (God, it hurts to say that out loud finally.) but before I could say anything to the doctors, I opened my eyes and it was over and I was in the recovery room... and now no matter who's around me, or how many people there are, I constantly feel completely and horribly alone. Cuz my friend's gone. And there's this sort of ghost-like feeling constantly in me, that never lets me feel like I'm me again, just me, alone in my body. I still feel like I'm half of something... even though I'm not anymore. I dont know if I would've gone through with it after that moment, all I know is that I changed my mind right then and there, and I don't know... I just thought you might want to know a thing like that. That's all... kay, bye As you drift from me This time it's my cries As the womb dies before me You forced a distance from you And now I'm numb and deceased to the world Buried beneath new scars The night Terrors begin A child dies A no mother cries And daddy? He's buried under pills It's an issue we faced A decision we made Created new pain Now I'm trying to fix new pain With pills that fade me away I'm empty inside and dead As I waste away from me You see, told you I'd leave I'll put the coke in my head I'm so sorry this became of us But don't worry Cause I'll suffer and drown It's an issue we faced But the choice you made Still kills me till today Now I'll try to ease your pain Cause it's the mother I'll protect and keep away From tormented memories As I'll waste away from me As I waste away from me Cause now all you see When you look into my eyes Is our dead... |
8. PainMusic written by : Time Ends, Chris Whitlock & Zach Baim
Lyrics by : Time Ends Meaning : The feeling i have due to my childhood molestation and rape. Well I feel nothing And I regret ever meeting you You both caused me nothing but tears I’d wish I’d die To forget you You both gave me this pain…. You've touched me so now I hate this world I cry cause I cant never feel the same I feel still, I can’t change nothing That I've done I let it happen to me cause I wanted it too It’s all my fault; it’s all my fault I let them molest me I wish I could decry on someone else FOR MY PAIN!!! IT’S ALL MY FAULT!!!!!!!! |
9. BulletMusic written by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends Polished by: Arias Hernandez Meaning : Suicide by a gun “The skies they shatter bleeding glass As she danced in the suicide rain An impression of void is gathered Staring at the point of hollow” Burning whispers Empty eyes An endless daze Of pain filled nights! The energy stings In sheltered minds Acrid emptiness Be still and let me die I’m cold and blistered Through your vacant eyes I’ll wipe away my blood From your eyes The energy stings In shattered minds Complete the torment Trickles down your spin The taste of metal My skin is cold Burning hollow exits right Pulling in my empty shell fly’s back So innocence’s withered Into something old Burning is pleasure My skin is so cold The taste of metal My skins feel old Knuckles bare white Chills down my spin Staring at hollow I start to swallow Pulling in my empty shell fly’s back |
10. An Empty Room full of peopleMusic written by : Time Ends & Chris Whitlock
Lyrics by : Time Ends & Chris Whitlock Meaning : Schizophrenia |
11. Apathy
Concept by : Time Ends
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : The life of Dirty Rock star "Time Ends" the "Has Been who never was" reign finally over as Luchador "Asylum" Persona takes over my body. In which it is just an explanation of a different stage in my life. Here is when you actually hear "Time" die...
Lyrics by : Time Ends
Meaning : The life of Dirty Rock star "Time Ends" the "Has Been who never was" reign finally over as Luchador "Asylum" Persona takes over my body. In which it is just an explanation of a different stage in my life. Here is when you actually hear "Time" die...